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Friday, August 10, 2007
a note to you ;
Baby boy ;
this are for you .
ie hope you will qet th chance th read it .

I miss you .
I need you .
I want you .
I lonq for your love .
I feel helpless without you .
I want you by my side, always .
Im thinkinq abt you every moment, every second .
I wish that i could tell you this .
But im just too afraid t do so .
Im afraid that you would avoid me .
Im even more afraid that you would leave me for ETERTNITY !
But i still love you for who you are .
Your my perfect quy .
Your personality so perfect .
I remembered every sinGle word you said .
How i wished we could b toqether .
All i can do now is t wish n pray what you said was not true .
I hope you really can make my wish come true .
I will love you for life , i PROMISE .
I feel so useless, so depressed .
What if one day i landed in hospital ?
Would you be th first th rush down ?
Or would you be th last t come ?
Or rather would you even not turn up ?
I don't know how much i mean t you in your heart,
But i know in my heart,
You do mean alot t me .
Your my everythinq,
My one and only .
If only ie could own you for just a day,
I would b contented enouqh t end my life now,
Just for you,
And no other .
My heart beats for you .
Your my only reason t carry on with life .
Without you,
I quess i would drop dead .
I love th way you cared for me .
Every tear i shed,
Is for you .
My Dearest Boy .


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